I'll pick you up at Ontario and we'll drive down to Lakewood and take Michelle out and get her S***faced! I know a list of places we could go to make you feel better Cutie!
See W_W, that's DMF's secret... get two babes like me and BQT to agree to go party with you in Lakewood and you'd be amazed at how high your PMA becomes!
I am not going to call him though. I am wondering if I miss him as a companion or the old relationship and that I am not thinking into the future. I think that his actions say that he is going to be with the OW not me....I guess that I need to read that instead of reading into my hope.
Sometimes I think we are both so alike. I so want to call my H right now, knowing he is with her, it is turing my stomach. But everyone here is right, start doing for you. I keep obsessing too right now. I did realize something about myself during all of this...I am a good person, I am loving and kind. I know that you can say the same things about yourself. Stop beating yourself up and I will stop beating myself up...DEAL????
Quote: I so want to call my H right now, knowing he is with her, it is turing my stomach.
Let's deem today "National No Calling WAS Day"! Ok, I've kind of almost broken that, because he will get an email from me today... but it was sent last night... and it wasn't R-based... BUT we will not call our WAS today, right?
I wanted to let you all know that H came over last night at about 1030pm he was very tired and nice. I think that I was a little excited and hurt at the same time but I wanted some intimate bonding time....I think that I was wrong. After being intimate H did not cuddle he rolled over and went to sleep. I did not feel like a wife more like a one night stand. I guess that I screwed up. I woke up got myself and Hannah dressed said bye. I feel a little used....Yikes!
BQT... am I going to have to add an amendment to "National No Calling WAS Day"? "National No Doing WAS Day"?
Just teasing. It's hard to say no to an intimate connection when you just want to feel needed. I totally get that - but next time remember that you ended up feeling worse afterwards. Make him earn it!
