I want to be happy....I want to be loved and appreciated. I guess that I always have a hope that he might change. I am starting to give up though. I feel now that the verbal abuse is getting out of hand. I don't deserve to be treated like this...I really am a loving and caring person that just wants happiness and love. I really feel like I am sick of trying and I don't know what to do now. I just hate that the entire DB thing was thrown in my face today...especially that he was making fun of me for trying it...and then read into it so that he knows what I am doing. I am so frusterated today.....AHHHHHHHH!
