I don't know why I put up with it! I am really so hurt today because I feel like I am trying to do things to better myself and then I get made fun of. It sure doesn't sound if anything is going to work for me now! How can someone be so mean to someone who cares so much for them. Please be hnest doesn't it sound as if he is just pushing me far away because maybe he doesn't have the balls to come forward and end it with me. I never thought in a million years that we would go through a D but it looks like that is the route that this is headed for. What do I say or do now?
