I had a long strange trip of a 4th of July weekend and I am incredibly busy so I haven't really been able to make sense of it for myself let alone post my conclusions to the BB.
Some things that happened were:
1) My H got back his testosterone results and they were normal.
2) We had a couple big fights, as usual for us lately. However, we were fighting mostly about my AK trip, not sex. Though to the extent we did fight about sex it was somewhat demoralizing because the issue of my weight came up again.
3) I drank too much. (Very unusual).
4) We had two VERY hot sexual encounters.
5) I had a crying jag for a half-hour in the shower because my babies are growing up and leaving me with an empty nest. This event put me in a whole new head space in which I felt like my MLC energy/angst sort of disipated.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver