Miracle at JJ's

[MJontheMend]

I'm in a weird frame of mind right now. I'm beginning to feel like I just don't want to be married at all. I don't want to work at "fixing" MrW anymore and I don't want to trade him in for some HD guy who I will end up fighting about money with or something.

Maybe I'm someone who never should have married in the first place. When I was growing up I had tons of fantasies about sex and many fantasies about career and children but zero fantasies about weddings or marriage.

I'm actually feeling pretty LD for me. Kind of like the way I would feel when I was young and I was between boyfriends and not really looking for a new one. I'm just as physically horny as usual but I don't have any particular object for my horniness. I feel like I'm moving into a new phase in my life and whether Mr.W will accompany me is totally up to him because his cr*ppy record as a husband gives him at best a clean slate at this point with me.