In the last week my H has initiated sex with me not once, not twice, but 4 times! I am attempting to not analyze or make any future predictions based on this behavior, but simply regard it as a strange phenomena, like a meteor shower or manna from heaven, which I shall try to appreciate while it lasts.

The best thing is that when he initiated for the 4th time last night, I wasn't even particularly horny and I could tell that he actually was. Therefore, I was able to pull out the long suppressed part of my sexual persona that actually knows how to tease a man a bit when sexually pursued. God, that felt good.


"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver