Hi Wez

Wow - that's a profound question. Would I have him back? I don't know.

Not the way he is now, I wouldn't. If he improved himself then yes I would, as I obviously still have feelings for him.

I intended to be colder towards him but then he brought BIL and kids round and I hadn't seen BIL in nearly 2 years so the sitch was just so different to what I am used to, it threw me.

I haven't excused what X did with the car etc but my anger is starting to lessen.

People who know me well say I never bear grudges for long and I am loyal to my friends to the point of fault. What he did was wrong and I was angry, but I can't stay angry, it isn't my personality.

I am just of the opinion that I am 'floating' so to speak, and seeing what happens.

I would close the door totally if I fell in love again but somehow I can't see that happening, as it means the bloke has to fall for me too - that is about as likely as me visiting the moon. Only weirdos make moves on me.

Jo.