He has done this a few times now and he finds slights that aren't there and lies continuously, and obstructs my R with the kids.
I just feel that he is not capable of a healthy R or a family life and that it may be a long time before he is able to be faithful. I think he may end up very lonely and the kids aren't going to thank him for continually making things this way and alienating me.
I know he will come back asking for more and I've made the decision that I am better off without him now. Honesty is very important in a partner and I can't trust him because he makes it up as he goes along.
I dread to think how these different women are going to affect my kids.
Gabriel - re your other questions on the other aspects of my life. Yes I am still pursuing the law school, but i doesn't start till February next year. I haven't been to my computer course for a couple of weeks because as you know, Andy was agressive and loused up his contact so I had no childcare for DD4.
I will be going to college tomorrow during the day, as he doesn't bring her back till the evening.
My business is not doing well. Since the website has been offline my orders are down drastically and I'm only making enough to cover bills, not pay myself anything so I am having to evaluate what I want to do. I have been thinking of waiting till the other guy finishes my new site and then seeing if I can drum up more orders. My only other option is to close the help line and the site permanently and just work on my books or to quit altogther and get another job where I am employed by someone else.
I am hanging in there for the time being to see what happens before I make a decision.
Book wise, the publisher has finished the draft text layout and he asked me to think up sub-headings to break the text a little so I worked on that all morning today and emailed it back to him. It looks REALLY smart, I am so pleased. I was so obsessive over it, I was working on it in my dressing gown and didn't even put any clothes on till 2pm, LOL.
I'm also writing another book now, as well, and on page 4 of that.
