I am okay, surprisingly okay. No tears here at all. I have had a headache but I got rid of that with lavender oil.
I have never put the phone down on him before, not ever, in 11 years and I've never told him it's over before so this is major. I felt really powerful when I managed to put the phone down the first time and then when he rang back and I did it again, I just thought, YES, I can do it!
It's TOTALLY out of character for me so he must be really freaked out.
I've been listening to all this WAS music like 'No more' by Craig David ('I don't love you no more' blah blah) and 'I'm walking away' etc.
I feel as if I have turned into a WAW and it actually feels great.
There is a heat wave here atm so me and DD4 went out walking and had ice creams and we had a great time.
