Hello everybody!!!!! I've missed you all!!! It has been awhile.
What a crazy journey. Here is the latest.
Stopped drinking all together. AA works. I have a girlfriend that thinks I'm the greatest guy in the world. I think she is pretty darn cool myself. We are getting ready to move in together. I know it's all quick, but I've been on this journey Dbing since May 04. I've also started back to school. Political Science major in pursuit of Law School.
My X-wife is with 45 year old man that she cheated with in May of 04 and I believe they have been screwing around the whole time. Even when we tried to get back together. She is 26 and sometimes it still can make me sick when I think about it, but I don't think about it very much at all. I pray for there happiness, prosperity, and health. They have pulled some shady things in the past 2 weeks and I wish they would leave me the hell alone. They have drivin by my girlfriends house and followed me around one night. I talked to my lawyer and many friends about these incidents. They are just wanting a reaction out of me I think, but I'm chill. If this continue's they will force me to go to the police. I think they where just having fun one day. Whatever.
S5 started kindergarden and is acting ok - I think he struggles at times and the worse part of this whole mess is that my S5 won't have his parents together.
Today I can say that I would never go back to X-wife. EVERBODY here knows that God can work miracles and that is what it would take is a miracle. FEELINGS CHANGE!!! Right now my feelings are telling me that I have a new women that has never cheated on me and won't stop kissing me. It feels good.
