Why do you keep quitting and then trying again? Are you merely venting or asking for input?
I'm a Laker's fan, and after Magic Johnson's many retirements, perhaps a bit sensitive to this pattern.
If you're done, you're done, and maybe the folks in "Surviving" might be able to empathize a bit more with you. If not, keep posting your ideas and experiences and I'm sure the folks here would be glad to help where we can.
