Hello all...been a while, I know. I have a chance to catch up some this morning.
Things at the homefront are going ok....some days really, fine, some not so fine....but nothing like a year and a half ago.
My S continues to slip into himself from time to time....reflecting, distant, and voices very little...other than he's not taking time for himself to enjoy each day....he's worrying about his future. He could retire early, a year from now....and get out of the rat race. In my mind that would be a good thing....his work seems to get the best of him....and he leaves very little for us at home.
His efforts are still there....tho inside, I can read he is struggling. I re-read a few chapters of DR yesterday....the MLC stuff and Depression chapter....he shows some of those behaviors from time to time. I reminded myself to let him be....continue to work on ME...which I am....I am still moving in a forward direction in my spiritual journey, my part-time job, and with my friendships. I continue to put him first prioity....that was one of my downfalls a few years back...when our R eroded big time.
I believe he could use some guidance from a C or paster...but with occaisional nudges....far and few between....he seems to think he can figure stuff out on his own. Oh well....just rambling again.
Will catch up with some of you....that I recognize!!!
Still so thankful for this website and all the compassionate people on the board!
