Quote: His telling you that he was just trying to get your goat is nothing but a bunch of bull too....fortunately you recognize that as well. He got caught, now he's trying to minimalize what he's done.
Yeah I do know this. Actually I just told him this morning if he goes to that site again he can get the hell out of our house that day. Last night I checke the history and he was there. He can't do much because he didn't pay for it. So he can't even respond to e-mails. But just the thought I told him this hurt me. He says okay if it did hurt your feelings I am sorry it was only meant as a joke. But then go back. This is the third time he has went back since we started fighting about it. So I canceled his entire e-mail account on this computer and changed my password for the main one.
LOL Sometimes I feel like I have the most difficult man in the world. But that is how I feel Green like what you described with your ex. I am just at that point. I would like to feel love towards him again. Expecially for our childrens sake. But right now it is just not there. I keep asking him to leave but he won't. He ignores everything I say. I don't know what measure I can take to get him out. But right now that is what I feel needs to happen. Part of me feels I am asking him to leave and giving him the out. It can all be blamed on me. But he doesn't. That confuses the heck out of me. Why not go and be free and happy. Probably because he won't have me to do everything. He is very irresponsible. I don't think he ever handled finances in his life.
