I'm very sorry to hear about this. I know it's a few days later now, but are you sure this is what you really want? Have you taken any time to really think things through?
I doubt my M sometimes, too, but I have noticed that the only times I doubt it is when I'm very emotional (angry, frustrated, confused, insecure, etc). Then after I calm down, I realize there are far more positives than negatives in the R. It has taken a lot of hard work in ME to get it here, and it's still a work in progress.
cally, if you do still love your H and want to be with him, I would definitely think about getting 5LL and maybe even DR -- great M tools, IMO.
Please think about this and take care of yourself. (((((((HUGS)))))))
JV
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination."
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
