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I don't have much to offer for advice. You have been a constant source of hope for me. I hope that your suspicions are incorrect, or that one of JJ's scenarios is at work here.

Please try to get some rest, and really think this through. There is a chance that with clearer eyes, you may like what you see even less.

It is truly painful to find out about infidelity. Stay strong. I know you can make it through this. You are in my prayers.