On another note...the past 4 days with the H have been heavenly. He goes back to work tomorrow and I can already feel a bit of panic setting in knowing he'll be sitting only a few feet from the LOW (lesbian other woman) for the rest of the week. I'm really trying not to think about it, but those thoughts are powerful in their own right. I'll make a point to keep focusing on the many signifigantly positive moments and times we've had throughout the weekend. We already have a "date" to ML again tomorrow evening...so something to look forward to.
I spoke to my Dad earlier this evening. He lives back East and hasn't seen my H since '97. As far as my Dad is concerned, H walks on water. I talked to my Dad about that friend of mine who's been having an A. Without any prompting on my part, my Dad voluntarily chuckled and said that I'd never have to worry about my homebody LDH messing around. I don't know why, but I found that remark rather comforting and signifigant to my sitch. I guess a little wishful thinking goes a long way. Thanks, Dad.
