Part of the issue of moving back to Mich is also my homesickness. Will that pass? I may just need to go over there for a visit and get that out of my system.
His ex emailed me this morning. Friendly and doesn't seem to know that he and I discussed her sitch. She seems to be pulling me more onto her side, says the info (?) I gave her about him will keep her fighting for her son to stay w/her.
I will relay this to ex and ask him at that time (indirectly) where we stand. The book I am reading states that a reconciliation won't happen if the other party doesn't know you are willing and attempting to work things out. I want to open up the convo w/that. Does he know that I have been working on being friends w/him? I won't know until I ask. And if he shoots down that possibility, I will have a better understanding of where he is at at this time in his life.
I would love to have that convo in person tho. The last time I asked him directly about his feelings for me, (d-day) he could not look me in the eye. And it is kind of hard to see someone's eyes over the phone.
I know I am just floundering on the job issue. I don't think that is really the issue I need to address. This job sounds promising and I would be closer to my dd24. So I am going for it w/all I've got next week!
I think my problem at the moment is spiritual. I am being tested on it lately and I won't get into the details here since I don't want to offend anyone.
