My mom does tend to get to me at times. Probably since her usual is to lay a guilt trip on me next. But I've seen this routine enough from her, she will get dad to call me in the next few days and he will dump the problem on me. I am preparing my PMA for that.
I have scheduled another in-person interview for next Monday. It's going to be a long one, and they will even cover benefits, so sounds quite promising. The only problem is that it is still in this state, and I had made up my mind to move much closer to ex.
So, I don't know where I am going w/my dbing right now. I am getting anxious to hear if ex will make a trip to see s8 or not. But that feels like I am testing him. I am ready to sit down w/him face to face and have some of these problems hashed out. But, I don't know. My feelings for him are confusing and I just don't know where he stands at this point. I don't want to be kept dangling if there is nothing to wait for. But I do know that if I bring it up, he will probably just confuse me more.
But it is against the rules to talk about the R! I am just trying to figure out what is best for me and my boys, is it here or in Mich? T
