I'm beginning to think that my PMA is down since I had a falling out over the weekend w/a friend/neighbor. He has been so critical of me lately and I've responded in return, but haven't stood up enough to get him to stop.
First it was about ex (don't give him the time of day if he can't come see his s), then it's my dog (I haven't scheduled his haircut yet, since his vet bill was so high) then my kids (been teasing the youngest who doesn't get it, and this really annoys me and he complained about how my oldest is too picky- funny, he ate 4 plates of food at the picnic before dessert!) and then when he helped us move stuff in off the truck, wanted to tell me how to rearrange my apt! So, yep, this is why my PMA is down! I don't need friends like this, but I worry that he may get p!ssed and try and get me evicted. (He reports others in our building over stupid annoyances) I'm so ready to move away from them.
Still a bit unsure of moving to Mich. Ex has made comments in the past about it, that it would be interfering w/his freedom, but if the right opportunity comes up; I don't care! Why should it matter anyways, since we are div?
I did talk it over w/s over a month ago, he didn't have too much opinion on location, just gets upset over another move. So I'm making the choice based on a job offer and will involve him again at that point. (I don't mind driving up to 45 minutes to work if the school system is good)
Otherwise, today is good. Not dropping everything as much so maybe I can get some cleaning done. And I'll keep plugging away on the job goal. Starting to get a bit stressed since a lot of places don't offer relo benefits and don't know how I will come up w/moving exp! It will all work out. (I keep telling myself that!) T
