The pma is still fairly high. Had to work on that some yesterday since I was really wore out this week and figured ex would call us and I wanted a positive voice. I don't want to sound fake on the phone! Of course to top that off I was feeling a little under the weather the past two days and my voice kept cracking!

No phone calls from him, and I don't want to come off as pursuing so I'm not calling him; just keep working on GAL. I almost have the feeling that ex may have started the withdrawal stage of MLC. hmm?

Anyways, life is still good. I am really supposed to be working on a resume rewrite for a recruiter in Cleveland and can't put myself into it. The job sounds interesting and it is half the distance closer to ex. But something about this recruiter has just rubbed me the wrong way and I am not looking forward to proceeding w/her. I wonder if I should be that blunt and say, I don't like you. Let someone else in the office work w/me. But then I don't think I would like Cleveland either.

I feel like I am wavering on my decisions here. I want to stay in the midwest and really looking at staying close to where we live now, I want to be able to drive here on a Friday night and spend weekends during the summertime. I have an interview for a company west of me, that would be convenient for that; but puts further distance between ex and I. Am I ready to pursue from a greater distance? Oh, wait, I'm not pursuing!

I just wish sometimes life could be a little more simple! But then don't we all!
T

ps. here's a good saying i came across today:
Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life. - B.A. Hills