Wow! Another wonderful day in the life of ME!

I think this is why I am having so much PMA. I have finally started to let go of ex and whatever his problem is, and am just enjoying the little miracles in life.

And I am making a lot of my own decisions lately and I feel really good about that.

I am just going to ramble here for a minute, since s8 is still a little bit wound up from seeing his sister. Well, maybe I am too!

Sorry Wes, but I’m going to wait to talk to ex. I refuse to go to the dark side but will only illuminate the light. I’m sure he will see it eventually!

Actually, I did impart a few words to d24 that may get around to him. Such as the job hunt and possibly moving wherever that takes me. and the idea that I would really like to go out for my bday, and could invite ex up here to stay w/s8. that wasn’t the reason why I told her those things, but it could just work that way. And she mentioned that her sis and him are very upset w/me for not answering the phone. I said well, dear, they will have to understand that I really do have a life!

I have decided to start having fun in life by enjoying all the things that I have missed out on for so long. I can watch whatever I want on tv, w/o someone else channel surfing or getting upset. (Nobody to interrupt my games during football season! YooHoo! ) I can make a mess of the kitchen and wait all day to clean it up. I can go wherever I want. I can run around the house nude all day if I want. (oops, getting carried away; forgot about the boys being here, and ex didn’t care if I did that! )

I haven’t really thought about his life too much today. I will wait until this weekend when he calls me, and then let him see my light shining. But that’s only if he happens to catch me home!

Take care everyone. I’ll still be around to try and instill this high pma on all of you.
T