Ok, I am terrible at setting boundaries! The weekend phone call is one of them. (Why should I sit around all day waiting 4 ex to call when he could give us an approx time?) The truck is another. Ex knows that I don't approve of him using it but he keeps giving excuses on bringing it up here. I guess I enjoy having that 'tie' between us yet and I need to break it off. He would still have s8 as a reason to come visit. (even tho he hasn't made any commitments there lately!)

The truck is a long ways away-450 miles. S17 hasn't had enough experience driving to make that trip. I have put together a partial plan of riding the bus/train halfway and having my dad meet me since mom could follow and drive him home. it's summertime tho and they are constantly on vacation, but I will be asking them again this weekend when it can fit into their plans.

On a side note - I had a crazy dream last nite, well, early this morning when I did get a couple hours of sleep. I was just chasing and chasing after ex and he didn't even know I was there. I guess my dreams are telling me that I am still pursuing too much!

Well off to work on my resume again. Started revising it again yesterday and just not happy w/it lately. I've had a lot of contract positions in the past 3 years and can't seem to get hired full time anywhere now. If I don't include them it looks like I haven't worked much and when I do include them, employers think I am not stable enough!

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