Quote: but if you think of it as an addiction instead of those women competing with you, does it help you to stop thinking about it so much?
Sure I can try to look at it as an addiction. But it sure isn't going to help me respect him. What kind of guy has an "addiction" to porn when he's got a beautiful wife in the next room, whom he won't even allow to sleep in his bed?? I just feel like, fine, if that's what you want to do, fine. But I'm young and I have a lot to give. If you don't want it then let me go!!! Does that make sense? It's just as much about me as it is about him and these stupid pictures. I feel like I'm wasting my youth with somebody who'd rather look at a picture than at me. For somebody that's had two kids, I have a pretty good body. I'd like to be with someone who appreciates it, ya know??
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
