Something happened last night and I don't know if it was good or bad.... Do most of you keep this board private from your SP? Even those of you that are still together in the same home? B/c H entered my room last night as I was typing a post and asked "what are you always typig in here?" and he came to look at the screen. Of course I was honest and said it's a pro-marriage website that I found that uses bulletin boards. He walked out and I called him back and asked if he would like to read anything I'm writing. I said "it's personal and private, it's like a journal. but you're more than welcome to read it". I don't want him to read it because this is my personal development. It's for the betterment of my marriage, but it's stil MY personal development. But because of the trust issue, I had to ask him if he wanted to read it so he could feel comfortable that I wasn't doing anything bad for our M. He said "so you post a journal to someone?" I said "not to someone, it's just posted for others to read, but not for one person in particular." He walked out and said sarcastically "NICE". I fully predict that my privacy will soon be hacked into here. It doesn't matter I guess. But I foresee him getting a userID and reading my threads. I will not be hard to figure out who I am, as I have used my real name!! Then of course it will be confirmed he has the right thread as he will start reading about our R.... This is anonymous, so it hadn't occurred to me that he could potentially be upset that I am publicly posting our M problems. But what if he does get upset? He's upset about everything else, why the hell not pile this on too heh?
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
