NY~ Dr. Phil....funny!! Well Dr. NY is filling in wonderfully, lol!
Yes, the silence is over the deleted emails. We reconciled May 24, had a great memorial weekend and then on June 7 it all went to hell in a handbasket over these emails. I'll break the silence, I always do. I'll certainly be posting on how it goes. I don't know if it will be tonight, I'm trying to practice better "timing". So, I'll try to talk to him one night soon. We have two small children, so 10:30 is about the earliest chance I get and needless to say, I'm wiped by then. The last thing I feel like doing is talking R talk. Gotta do whatcha gotta do though. I know what you're saying about working things out with your WAW. Most people on this board would say the same. Which makes me wonder a couple different things. If spouses are immediately sorry for their A, would most of the people on this board find it easier to "make them pay", like my H is? You can manipulate someone who's guilt ridden and remorseful much easier that you can someone who says, "whatever, I'll just go spend time with OP then". That's pessimistic isn't it? But surely my H can't be so different than the rest of the world....is he?? The second thing your comment makes me wonder is WHY doesn't my H feel the way so many on this board feel? Is it b/c of my above speculation? Simply that he treats me like this b/c he can? Guess I may have to accept that I may never know why he doesn't feel that way. Hopefully someday he will.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
