Yeah, I think I will go. I have invited him to come before and said he can call the school anytime. I said on an earlier post that I'm also going to discuss switching to a closer school as well. That might make him feel a little better about it because I won't need to be gone as long.
I went home for lunch today and H was there, which is not a surprise as he goes home quite a bit for lunch, but I usually don't. So, I think I took him off guard. I know I took him off guard~you know how you can just tell that your SP is acting funny or hiding something? He was coming out of the hallway that leads to all the bedrooms. He was so taken aback that he forgot he wasn't speaking to me and he said "Hey, what's up?" I just thought this was weird, I wonder what he was up to?? Oh well, I guess it doesn't matter. I watched Spanglish the other night, which my sister thought was wildly funny b/c the wife plays such an emotional basket case. I wouldn't classify myself as an emotional basket case but the movie just hit too close to home and I didn't think it was funny at all...funny is one of the last words I would use to describe it in fact. Only the main story line is similar to my situation~W cheats on H, but somehow I managed to be paranoid that I'm like the W in the movie. Blah, blah, blah. And I went to bed that night and had a dream that after I told H about my A, he also cheated on me (similar to the movie). So, I woke up with a lot of feelings and I think I caught a glimpse into how infidelity feels from the betrayeds' point of view. Sweet revenge, huh?
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
