I think I'm paranoid. Can someone tell me why I take EVERYTHING so personally? Sometimes I read other people's posts on these boards and start crying or wondering if H thinks those things about me. It matters very much to me what people think of me and it matters most what H thinks of me. I've always tried to be a good person and I'm standing here dumbfounded that I failed so miserably at something so basic. Not that marriage is basic, but to a good honest person, you'd think that honoring your marriage vows would be pretty damn basic. Guilt, huh? Think that's what's eating me? Yeah, maybe guilt with a splash of paranoia. Is anyone else haunted by these thoughts as they read other peoples' posts?
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
