Thank you both for your comments and advice. Jedi mind tricks, that's hilarious. ~Update~ H did not bring up a conversation last night. He's still furious, will not speak to me. After the kids went to bed, he rented movies and went into his room and shut the door. His version of going dark I guess. Needless to say, he changed the password on his email account. Thing is, I went to access my account today and I couldn't get in. Kept saying my password was invalid. He changed my password and accessed my email. It didn't take to much creativity to figure out what he changed it to-same password his used to be. I don't know if he intended for me to figure it out or not, but I don't plan to let him know I know. Does that make sense??! If he will feel better to hijack my email account to make sure he can trust me, then that's fine. I have spyware installed on my computer at home b/c of pornography issues that are a whole nother story, but anyway, it takes snapshots of the screens and records keystrokes. I noticed in the keystrokes screen that in order for me to change my password, my secret questions is "Favorite Person in History". Guess what he made the answer be? The name of the person I spent time with outside of our marriage a year ago. Does this freak anyone out as much as it feaks me out??
Plus, why was he looking for those emails yesterday? What was he going to do with them? He berates me for deleting them and blowing the trust again, but why did he have them in the first place and why was he trying to find them yesterday???? He also has a picture of this guy on his computer that I found (while pornography snooping, I know, I know). WHY?? How does he expect to be able to move forward while retaining these items??
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
