Good for you on making up your mind! I know I've been keeping MYSELF on this roller coaster by not choosing to see the great things that are happening and living in the past because I'm afraid to trust. Well, I too have decided that I'm going to start anew. In fact, July 20 the birthday of the future for me. No more looking back!It's not easy as you know, but the last two days have been better. I haven't questioned H or brought up the A or OW. It's wonderful concentrating on myself and what I want for a change. I'm spending much less time worrying about him or what he is up to also. I've really started to GAL.. going out with some GFs tonight. H seems to pay so much more attention to me when I'm not smothering him with my emotions, questions and accusations.

We're all gonna make it!! We just have to move forward, stay positive, and take good care of ourselves.