Was feeling quite low this evening and missing H a lot. Also close GF is away visiting her mom so quite alone. But went to movies. Saw "Bewitched". I feel a bit better.
H called on Sunday. Told me that he loves me very very much. Wish I could just let go and believe him. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Went to a family christening on Sunday. Such a beautiful baby. Makes me long for one.
I've got a new hair style. I think it looks great ( I'm sooo modest). ALso got a lot of compliments on it. Listening to the KLA tapes. Still re-listenign to tape 1. I listen in the car. Sometimes I can't concentrate on what Michele is saying so am playing it again. Find it a real mood lifter and motivator.
I am doing fine otherwise. Looking forward to seeing H but also enjoying my "freedom". Guess people do need some time apart. Have quite made up my mind I am keeping my M and my H!
