Quote: I am repeating what she says because it really shocked me when she said "You want him to leave you." It just rang soo true. It is my whole fear of abandonment. ANd although it is the very last thing I will really want, on some level I will know how it ends and be relieved. How sick is that???
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Then I'm right there with you -- I'm sick too. I've been pushing my H so much lately and I almost wonder if I'm not sabbatoging this on purpose (subconsciously) because then I can get off this ride. I think for me it's a control issue -- even though it will be an outcome I don't like -- I will have controlled it. Yeah, sick huh?
These stupid emotions and feelings
I've been right there with you "crazy making" the last few days. It's not good for either of us.
We both need to listen to you friend -- we need to change ourselves!
