I think I do need to ask God to help me with the forgiveness issue. Forgiving is the only way I will move forward. Otherwise I will stay stuck here.
I see that it is a choice but you are so right its hard to do when your emotions get in the way. For now I will try to trust my H and give him the benefit of the doubt. If I can't do that why stay at all? I should leave if I can't go that.
And, if he is up to anything, not only will it be revealed but I will know in my heart that I did all that I could to save my M and in the process make myself a better person.
This BB is a lifesaver for me too. I am glad I can talk to people like you and Bruce and Mollie and all the others who keep in touch.
