I have been reading some of your posts on others threads. I would like to read your history and will drop by your thread. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your post. I have printed out and intend to read it every night.
I thought I was well on the way to forgiving H. But I realise now that I have sooo much anger inside me over this. I also seem to want to be right more than have what I want which is a loving H and my M.
I was going to post saying that i want to forgive H "but"...
The truth is you are right I don't want to forgive him. I want to punish him. I think knowing this will help me shift from this attitude to one of forgiveness. It is an act of will. Only when I have peace of mind over this can I be peaceful in the M. I think forgiving is the only way to have peace of mind.
