I appreciate the sentiment. But I feel it is H who has done the damage to the R. I can stay if I want to put up with anything he wants to do. But I can't do that and look myself in the mirror.
I do appreciate your comments and would welcome any others. I am really at a loss here as to what to do. I already feel myself pulling away from H and have started bracing for a future without him in it.
It is not what I want but feel there's no other choice.
