I know I'm not crazy. Those shorts weren't there before. H either has to come clean or I will be moving out in August instead of joining him on holiday.
Always in this scenario I end up being the one apologising for being suspicious and not trusting H and ignoring what my gut says is true. Pushing down and away so I don't have to face it or deal with it.
It feels like H really doesn't love me. He is playing his own game and I am just a pawn in it. If i don't like the game too bad. Well you know what I don't want to play this game anymore.
