I don't have time to post much today, but I had to share this email I just now got from H....I couldnt believe it (I had just sent him one saying "Hi, how's your day going?)...

"Oh, I've just been thinking how lucky I am to have you as my wife. I sure appreciate your putting up with me, I know I've been depressed and irritable at times. I do think I'm getting better and with time we will really enjoy our time together more and more. I just think it's pretty incredible that you loved me so much and were patient with me as I was making a major league fool of myself running around with a Borderline, or as A-man (our nick-name for S12) would say "a whore with a rosary". For some damn reason I just couldn't see what was so apparent to even (S12). I sure am sorry and I promise I learned my lesson big time. I love you! Your D"

oh wow. I think we made it.

The credit goes to God and to the great folks on this bb. I'm not sure I'd even be alive still if it wasnt for all of you. Thanks to all of you here, and thank you, Lord.

Now comes the true work of piecing into a great M.



been around awhile!