I just got this email from H: "You have nothing to worry about. She is not interested in pursuing the relationship either. She wanted to be "friends"; and I said I wasn't comfortable with that and she is agreeable. You don't need to worry about something flaring back up as we are both determined move on! A (co-worker) didn't walk today, instead we went out to a Park and looked at the spot where someone caught a 30 lb catfish this weekend. It was nice to get out of the office at any rate and have some company, keeps my mind off things. Well, next one is up. Later D
Obviously he is trying to reassure me. why can't I take it a face value and trust it and be glad????? will it ever get to that point???? how will I get there?????
h really was loving and pleasant and yes, romantic this weekend...all I could ask for. and I did fine. then we get back to work and I turn into quaking jello.
This weekend was the first one since the "break up" that he has actually said he wished we had more time off. usually he is talking about how hard the weekends are because he "gets to thinking about things"....
I don't know what to think. maybe I need to just stop thinking for a while.
