I know, I know, thinking about ow is worthless and useless and counterproductive. It would just be a lot easier to get her out of my mind and keep her out of my mind if I didnt have to see her. EVER....
But you are all 110% positively right in that I need to focus my energies on expanding the positives in my life....so ......that is what I'm gonna get back on track on...........ummmmm, so, weekend plans....yes, I do have some....
for me, for "us" and more "global"...all for this weekend... so, here goes: For Me: I am going to workout Friday and Saturday; I am going to do a bit of clothes shopping, and getting really wild here: I'm going to get a darker self-tanning lotion and put it on...oh, also I am ordering an exercise tape I've been going to get for ages, I will do that this afternoon or this evening.
For "us"....I am going to just relax and enjoy spending some time together...I'm going to pick up a "racy" movie (H mentioned this) and some massage lotion, and we shall see what happens...I'm planning on having this available for Sat. night.
"Global"....H and I are going to work on putting up his weight machine this weekend. It probably sounds weird, but we've been trying to get this done for a good 6 months now...it will benefit all of us, H has promised I can use it (it has some of the same exercises I use at the fitness center), it will help H a lot, and S almost-13 is wanting to start doing some weights. I've been really discouraging that because I feel very frightened with him trying to do free weights if his dad wasnt there (afraid he'll do it then) and also about growth-plate injury...but now he's at an appropriate age to do some light workouts, and with the machine it cant dump the weights on him...so ....it would be great to get that up. I also want to frame some family photos to put up in the ....where else...family room. I've been going to start on that for ages...this weekend I will start, at least by sorting out the photos and the corresponding frames.
See, I have plans....I just need more weekend to get them into.
