Debra, you are such a wise woman. I just emailed you saying I wasnt sure how I was going to handle tonight, and here you gave me the answer, and as always one that's right on target.
you're right, he never confessed to his lies before, which he certainly did a couple of weeks ago when he told me he'd been lying all along, that they'd never broken up.
I know I've gotta get a handle on it, you are so right it's the hardest thing I've ever ever done. I guess I'm only jus t now realizing how totally "gone" my trust in him truly is. but I see and understand as well that it's unrealistic and even unfair to expect him to live his life in a bubble within my sight, and how will he ever open up to me if I cant keep a lid on my reactions?????
I am absolutely exhausted. Damn train hit me again.
