yeah, I know you are absolutely right about borrowing trouble and driving him away.
I am not dealing with this well though. I don't know what to believe, evidently he does think I'm incredibly naive or stupid or something because this is exactly the line he's used before..........but I dunno, maybe he just doesnt see it. Then again, maybe he's po'd because he is being truthful this time and I can't see it....
the problem is I don't know what to believe and I'm not able to be so blind and gullible anymore.
It'll be just my luck I'll file for D and he'll have been telling the truth....
boy this is harder I think than it's ever been, well just as hard anyway....to go through what looks like the same darn thing over and over again just blows me away (obviously). I'm not even sure if NOT responding to his emails was the way to go, I did manage to recall the adage about "when in doubt, do nothing"....
I just don't know anymore, about anything, it seems.
but maybe I didnt worsen the damage when I stopped emailing.
