Son of a B---h!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it! I just got an email from H saying they had made another change in paperwork requirements, and his weekends of leisure may be over, but he needed to keep his hours up so he didn't mind too much.
Same song, fourth verse, a whole lot worse....that is just almost verbatim what he told me last fall, in a email that I have saved, when he started going back to see her. damn, damn, damn, damn damn.
I probably shouldnt have, but I sent him this email:
Quote: ILY H, I always have and I always will. I guess you know why the weekend stuff bothers me without me spelling it out. You needing to work is not, and never has been an issue. Other things are. I can't help but be reactive, over reactive, I'm sure, in your point of view, because the pattern is so familiar.
I know it's hard to discuss anything now, but again the pattern is just so familiar. I have your emails from last fall that said the exact same thing. and each time I sense you pulling back from me.....
Damn it. Damn it all to hell, I had so hoped we could make it this time.
Are you back with her? I cant imagine she will ever ever ever give up.
I'm sitting here dripping sweat. This sucks so big time. I dunno, maybe it is time to cut my losses and save myself more pain.
