I suppose you are right. But, I want to feel I can trust again. Sometimes I feel I do. Last night we had another great night. He turned his phone off early and took no calls. But, I think she called and he just pushed her into VM. Or maybe I'm parinod. Who knows. But, we have been getting along good, and he seems to be focusing on our family. He tells me he wants me to get over it and that he is home everynight with me. That he is taking me out and we are having fun. He even told me he thinks things are really going well with us, they are better than ever. I just really wonder if he is being truthful. I want to belive - but I'm scared. I also have started jogging, and working out regularly about 2 months ago. I'm real involved in my kids school stuff and I love being with them and doing things. I just want the whole family thing to work out. He said last night we should invite some friends over this weekend (out of town guests). We are get along great. I'm open to it. I want to be positive about everything, but I hate her more because I think she is pursuing. If you think that what do you do - is there anything I can do? I would never call her, major db'ing mistake. But, I feel like she is making a fool of me and laughing at me. How can woman chase a married man...???? what kind of woman would do that?
