Hey Anna & Yoyo I hope you are both right and he does come seeking me out but I can't control that only he can so I will worry about it when and if it happens. Anna he is easily led at the moment as he said he didn't want this but had to prove to her he can be trusted and the rest you know from my update what a load of crap. Anyway my point to that is he seems to have lost his balls and I think she found them and now has a double set the nerve of her...... KDK - Come on up we're all on our feet climbing at the moment as most of us had backslides to varying degree's over the last week, so come join the climb I can't wait till we all get to the top..... Ellie - Love that idea, although he is picking son up at 5.45pm and I work until 5.00 and then pick up son and get home about 5.35 - I guess I could run in throw on my robe, pile on makeup and throw hair up in a clip so it looks like I am getting ready to go out and wave son goodbye from the porch or lounge window so H see's me holding the mascara and I could tell son I am going out (as even if it is to the shops later I would not be lying) as H would ask him. Yep I think I will do that....... Hey guys what do I do if he comes to get son on Friday and wants to have a coffee like he normally does???? I can't say I am in a rush as then I would have to say that every week and given what has gone on I really feel it should be No that's not a good idea, when your not allowed to spend time with me - or is that sarcastic or no I don't want to do the friend thing anymore - or do I ask him why was there something you want to discuss. I am open to suggestions as I am really pi$$ed that he chose her over our son so what would you say I do if that happens????? Oh and son wanted to ring H this morning as it is H's birthday and I said to son look how about we text message him instead as he might be asleep as he worked last night. Son agreed to this so we sent him a message saying Happy Birthday from Matthew he wanted to say it and we wish you the same and that's it nothing else. That way nobody had to talk to him but it was still acknowledged and I couldn't say no to son.....
