Thanks everyone. Well he came this morning to pick up S9 and walked straight in the door and walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me and said I am really sorry for the way I treated you yesterday. I stood there and didn't really hug him back just tapped his back and moved away and said thankyou, I needed to hear that as I was and still am very upset and things you said. He said I know I didn't mean to say them I was just upset. I said fair enough it will take me some time but I will get over it. He then said look when I drop Mattie back in the morning we will have a cuppa and I said I don't know if that is such a good idea at the moment. He said well we will see when I get there in the morning. He is being sweet as pie but I am trying to keep my distance but also not have it that he see's it as me trying to make him pay. Its a hard balance.....That's about it for my latest, I think he is going to feel it this Tuesday though as it is his birthday and I have made a huge fuss on his birthday every year for 12 yrs as has my family and friends. This year he will be lucky to get a present or a card from anyone. I will buy him something small from S9 but that is it. Maybe he will realise what he has lost?????DKD
