Yes I have checked in on your thread. Good for you now Dodger will have to find something else to tease you about...Hehehe.....Well yesterday was rather non eventful, spoke to H on phone but said I had to go as was busy and said I would speak to him later but I didn't ring him back I just left it. This morning he rang me to see how I went finishing off the cleaning of our old house. So I answered him and then he tells me that his next weekend off (he only has every 4th weekend off) he is working night shift so wont be able to have S. I asked him if he had thought of an alternative and he said no. I cracked it a bit as our S adores him and I said well glad to see where your priorities lie, he cracked it at this and just said look I've gotta go and I said O.K. see ya and hung up. I should be called YoYo, one minute I am acting detached and the next he says something and I am like a cat after a pigeon. Reacting which I know I shouldn't do but god they can be soooo selfish. My H only thinks of himself and anyone else 2nd it has always been like that always how things affect him 1st and god forbid if you show him up. I know I know I can only control myself not him. New 180 "DO NOT REACT". If I can not react at least until I get off the phone, then I don't give him a reason to dislike me and that way I am not adding to why OW is better than me. Is this the way I should be thinking I am finding it so hard at the moment. I think because I am exhausted from moving and have to work all day, go home do tea for kids, do dishes, organise school lunches and then unpack a bit and tidy and then go to bed and do it all again the next day and I know this weekend I will be cleaning out the Carport and shed and sorting it all out. Here I go nag nag nag, bit@h bit@h bit@h, listen to me what a misery guts. I should of stuck to Dodgers site that made me laugh, you know what I am going to go back and read it again as I am just downright depressing at the moment. I will come back when I am feeling more positive and cheerful. Fallen into a cave on the side of that mountain for a snooze girls - someone reach in and pull me out so I can start climbing again with the rest of the BGS.....

"FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT!!"(quote:Anna)