For goodness sake OW has messaged again and now rung.....Says she has been to Doctor's and as he has known all about this from the beginning (WTF since she was screwing him or later) he has said to her she should keep going with him to get it out of her system and to make sure it's what she wants as otherwise he will end up with me and then with her in another couple of months. Like hello I don't know a doctor that would give that advice????
Apparently she is on a lot of medication (Anti-depressants and sleeping tablets) as she is a nervous worrying type of person (or so H says) Give a rats....I just said to her look you do what you need to do and I will do what I want whether he is with you or not....She then said but how will I know if he is sleeping with you and I said you wont but that's not my problem, H is still technically my H and if I want to ML with him I will, you just have to work things out for yourself as I am not getting involved. Can you believe this woman....I don't even hate her any more I just find her pathetic. I am making sure I don't get into a heated discussion or say anything H can go mad about. She hasn't told him that she has been contacting me but I have and I told him I would prefer him not to tell her but if he did I couldn't stop him. He promised me he wouldn't say anything and so far he hasn't. Ridiculous situation so after hanging up from OW I sent her a message saying "No contact b/ween u & me is the best all round, I don't want 2 b involved....She messaged back " I don't know at the moment will speak later" Like hell she will as far as I am concerned I have stopped it and I will just say it again if she contacts me.....H has rung now to see how I am going and am I ready for moving tomorrow and I said "Yeah as ready as I can be" He then said you sound a bit down and I said "Yeah I probably am a bit" he asked why and I said you probably don't want to know but let me ask you this???? "Have you had problems with OW this morning". He replied "Yes has she been in contact again" and I replied "Yes" he said "O.K. well I will ring you a bit later and see how you are feeling" I said you don't have to and he said I want to and I want to explain what happened this morning when OW came over. I said honestly I don't care anymore and I have told her to leave me out of it and he said fair enough but I want to explain. I said well if you really need to fine but none of this concerned me. H said I Know but I want to be honest with you and it helps me to get it off my chest. So he is ringing later??????Honestly how do we get ourselves in these positions??? It does sound to me as though she is going off the rails at his dishonesty and unfaithfulness. Like welcome to a day in the life of a DBer (lol). Wouldn't I die if she went on to this site and started posting??? Do you think she would recognise me???? I think she would, hehehe that would be funny but then it would stop my posts too.....Oh well here is the evil in me now I hope she self destructs, maybe pressuring and being so needy and distrustful will turn H off her...it should as he doesn't cope with someone else's weakness. Time will tell I suppose, I just find her to be out of this world especially if she expects me to tell her when we ML, she can work it out for herself, will be interesting if she catches us at it. I would just leave and wait for H to ring me later I think. Make myself look the better person. It's not like they live together they don't.....Oh well just me bantering on and putting down my thoughts, I will probably read this over in a minute and go "oh [censored]" now who's the looney never mind until next post....Kim

"FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT!!"(quote:Anna)