I am getting out of my emotional roller coaster ride for now. I am getting a dizzy from all the ups and downs...I agree it is difficult to stop loving someone when you have been involved with them for umpteen years (H and I together 18 years...), but I really need to stop loving this person because he really is not worth it. Told H that until he fully commits then we will see. No point of me assuming that all is hanky-dory when it is not.
I don't want to be confused with my feelings anymore. I am gonna try to live my life for me!
