Yoyo thanks for your concern I am here but it has been a real bummer week up and down like on that RollerCoaster. I will update you all very soon but make a coffee it will take awhile. I bet half of you could guess what I am going to write. Hey Jules good questions and i dont know why I want him back with all the hurt he has caused??? Is it that we don't want to be on our own? Is it that they become a bad habit like smokes? Is it we can't face rejection the list goes on there is a million reason's we can all give don't know if they are right maybe it varies day to day. Just know I feel like an animal in a zoo waiting for the next crumb or morsel of food to be thrown my way so I can grab it and run with it. That's why this site is good....Anyway better start on my long winded update for everyone, make a cuppa you will need it. Kim
