If you find yourself wondering what she is like...Why not take a look at her? She doesn't need to know who you are. That might put some ease into thoughts.
You can't expect this to be easy. Your on the right track to saving your marriage. My suggestion is to do as much research on affairs as you can. The more you learn, the better you will understand.
Check out this site ...http://www.marriagebuilders.com/ It may help. There are lots of site for infidelity and how to recover. It all takes time.
The most important question you have to ask your self, is this all worth it. Forgiveness will come in time.
I saved my marriage and so can you....Its all about positive thinking...
