I just don't know what to say except I'm very sorry. I think this will be a "good" thing for you though - after reading your most recent posts I had started to think that you needed some time away/separated from your H. I think you need to find JV
I know this will sound harsh and a bit uncaring but from what I've read I think your H needs to grow up. All the responsibilities he has have not just been heaped on him when he wasn't looking.
JV you are a super individual and you deserve to have the world given to you on a silver platter. You deserve to be cherished. Please don't forget that.
You've given me a great deal of food for thought as well. We are indeed VERY similar.
Take care JV. I'm sorry I don't have some sage advice to offer. Just take care of yourself.
